awaiting autumn

This I did not think of loading onto DA, because sometimes I draw things for myself and this was one of them. I got the idea
But was suggested I do so...so yes.

and while drawing, I wrote stuff along the bottom of the page. I don't usually write these out or scan them in, but this one seems to sort of explain the drawing. They are all thoughts... put this way~~~

I am scared that I am:
Lost but found
Empty but full

Pass Autumn the decisions are in motion

Stay with me
I want to be connected
Wired to you
The only reason to be
Rooted to this form

Can't move, can't breathe

There is a love path I see
When I prize your existence
A fork when I circle you no more
A for for you
A fork for me
A two way path that meet a millennium later

We did this before
Only to suffer
Only to be drowned in despair

When you let me walk empty handed
Or I choose to let you go
I take revenge
Until you show again and again
The treasure box
The hidden place
You kept my heart
Secret

Hold me
So my heart beats ribboned
You found it

Come to me
Come to me
I ll always be waiting for you
In this paradise I await your return
Let me fly with you